Feel completely morbid, and feel in such a state that I finally have time to think through my thoughts (something i haven’t done properly in a couple of weeks) and i can honestly admit i feel like complete shit.
+its been a long time since i’ve used tumblr
but this month will be one of the hardest times of my life. its all beginning to hit me that its almost a whole year. a whole fucking year. and i can promise everyone nothing has got easier or more accepted, nothing will ever make it better, and time has not fucking healed anything. time doesn’t heal everything. truth is, i just really need a good cry and a chat with someone who i know is there for me. truth is, i just need my dad back home - where he belongs.
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i have a really weird cut pair of levi shorts and i need to find my fabric scissors to sort the mess out!!
but in other news LEEDS FEST WOOO
+I’m enduring mass amounts of nostalgia right now. I could easily run away to Paris and stay for weeks, just wondering around looking at every minute attraction, shopping for endless hours, sitting in pretty cafe’s with a Vogue and a hot chocolate. I can honestly say I’ve never been to a prettier city - there’s not one bad thing about it. The architecture is amazing; as is the history. Ah, I’m just in awe of the memories i have from last year when i went. I cannot believe it was only last year. I’d give EVERYTHING to be back there right now. I JUST NEED MONEY AND TIME BECAUSE I JUST REALLY WANT TO SHOP ALL DAY EVERYDAY! (i genuinely think i have a shopping problem/addiction).
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Completely fell in love with these when i tried them on in Zara! They look fab with black skinnys :(
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is it sad that the british fashion was my fav part? i just want to be Kate Moss oh my.
Jourdan Dunn was one of my favs too, the crown was amazing! David Gandy was as hot as per usual! Ah British fashion and British models are fab!
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Couture
Outtake from Elie Saab F/W 2012 Couture - Backstage
The hand crafted attention to detail is the best part about Elie Saabs genius creations!
